Still Waiting
Still waiting for the right time? Stop it theres never a right time, Say your truth, Stay up and write a blog post, Howl at the moon, Capture the moments that are special to you. We are all looking for the right time, the big break but the day is here, the moments past, it is the moment you are in, where the rubber meets the road, we only get to inhabit this instant for a moment make the most of it.
I struggle to listen to my voice on camera and have always wanted someone else to do it for me but I am the only one who can do it. I have my own creative ideas for what it will be, I want to be as good as others who make cinematic videos, travel bloggers or the Infamous influencer. I want to tell my story, The medium in which i do it is what i struggle with. I want to make videos, vlogs personal diary but am too shy or to perfectionist all I know is I have to be in it, I know that I am what people want to see and connect with not the landscape video I spent all my battery and storage on. Show the best parts of your life and not the tedious parts. Time-lapses fill those in. But the tedious parts of life are the most beautiful that is where we live not in the five minutes of fame. I am the story tell my truth, speak my mind, live and be unapologetically myself.
I hate editing I want to be perfect on the first try. I wrote dont look back on my rearview mirror of my car we couldn’t the back was filled to the brim with crap but thats not the point I hate looked at editing like that looking back. I live in the now, the moment, Reminiscing on times and diving into the mess that is my storage is stressful and painful we
I have waited long enough this story needs a home and this is where it will live. I have done many things not well, and will continue to do many things not well, including this and grammar. However I will not always be around and words, memories, and stories are prone to rust. I want you to read this see a piece of me feel what I feel and hear what is in my heart and head, I know it doesn’t always come out straight, but ill get the point across in time. Quit waiting, Get to the point, Stop circling it, hit it in the heart, and make em a hand.